I am a shapeshifter sifting through your thoughts
Over, under, sideways
                 I float.
What do you dream about?

They say the eyes are the windows to the soul but
I can see you in your words.
I leap in your whispers
trying to get a piece of your story.

Over, under, sideways
Am I a page?
Am I a chapter?

I float.



I spent the weekend with the Sun.
I haven’t seen it in a while
We went on a bike ride in the woods
I didn’t realize how much I missed the Sun until I had it for a weekend.

The Sun spent the night with me
He held me tighter than the Moon ever had
The Sun brought back long-lost warmth that I didn’t know I was missing.

The Sun made me forget about the rest of the universe.

I tried to turn the Moon into the Sun but
Now I know I have to let the Moon go
even though I may never have the Sun to myself again.



I write in my journal with a pink pen in pink ink. I never liked the color Pink. Very bright, mostly frilly, sometimes delicate, Pink was a color I couldn’t identify with. By writing my lightest and darkest thoughts in Pink, I’ve accidentally fallen in love with it. It doesn’t love me back. Pink and I don’t go well together. Sometimes I wish my personality would match with such a complex and beautiful color. Until then, Pink is the one I can never have.


Dream Journal

In an effort to make myself more comfortable with blog posts, I am going to try to post any thoughts or random song lyrics that randomly come to my head. They usually end up lost in a sea of my phone notes or scribbles in my small orange notebook. I guess the title “Dream Journal” is slightly misleading–I do not plan to keep an account of my dreams unless I feel it is necessary to do so. I am calling it my Dream Journal regardless of which state of consciousness I am in, as I believe all of my thoughts are dreams of some sort.

Every post in blue is a “midnight thought”

Every post in mint green is a “potential song lyric”

Grey is a mix of the two

Orange is a sudden thought in the middle of the day

Pink is an excerpt from my notebook

I’ll most likely add different colors for different things as time goes on. For now, enjoy! Or don’t. This is definitely a project I am doing for myself.