This is only my 2nd blog post and it is almost April. It isn’t because I don’t enjoy blogging or writing, but I think that in this class as well as my others, outside of being close to graduation which definitely has an impact on the schoolwork I do, it is also hard to come to terms with the fact that my life is going to change so drastically in less than two months. I have found it hard to get myself to get ahead in my project and finding motivation to write because I feel like if I take longer to do things, I am buying time in a way.
To help you understand, I spend my time procrastinating and listening to old music, thinking about the past and missing childhood and the time that I was nervous to start college. A few years ago before I started my journey at Michigan, I just wanted to just get the process of things that scared me over with, thinking that if I resolved the things I was anxious about quickly that I would feel better. I think that makes sense to most people, however I wish I had not tried to rush through my work and my writing and in life in general during these last few years.
That being said, I know I need to work a bit quicker on my project and writing the content for it now that the end of class is around the corner. It is just scary for me to complete one of my last assignments at this university and not know what is next. I am going to try to focus more on sticking to the writing rituals I said I would follow at the beginning of the semester to get myself back on track. I hope everything works out in the end!